[the interpretation of murder]

In a great mood today because I have done up my blogskin (as you can see, in blue, grey and mostly white and black). A big big thanks to Fishy who let me use her blogskin codes and erm, patiently wait for me to write my codes, which I finished after three hours or so.

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My great mood just vanished into thin air. Gladys said that you need a reason to quit CCA. *sigh* CCA is going to kill me sooner or later. The physical training are tiring and I get sick due to that. Erm, basically I cannot take the whole training because it's too physically demanding. And I get nightmares too. About CCA, because the seniors are way too mean. So maybe I can put reason as: Physical harm and psychology trauma?

I don't care gonna ask my mum about that. One thing for sure is that I definitely have to quit CCA.

Actually Gladys said that Ms Goh Lee Kian won't like personal reason as reason for quitting but never say anything about whether it is vaild or not. Aiya don't care. Say health reasons can lao.

Fishy's not online! HOW HOW HOW. Nobody to talk to and erm, complained to because I am suddenly feeling stressed and depressed and overwhelmed over CCA and certain other matters.

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Slept late yesterday night because I was reading The Interpretation of Murder. I like the author's style of writing but some parts of the story are quite *ahem* repulsive. Not that they describe censored scenes. Just that some terms they use and some theories are quite disgusting (like girl want to have sex with the father). Other than that the storyline is nice.

I was reading the book late in the night, around 12am or 1am and the author was describing a decaying corpse and people getting killed or abused. For example this lady from the brothel got tortured by a insane (psycho) man (I think the name is henry thaw or harry thaw). She was tied to this chair or something (erm yes clothes torn off) and the man whipped her (yes whipped) for pleasure. Another sicko pervert burned the area near the privates with his cigarrette.

And because in primary five or so I was quite obsessed with Egyptian mummies and myths and culture (blahblahblah) and during research, I always search for mummy photos, when they mentioned how decayed the corpse is (plus it's kept in a trunk) I kind of visualise how the corpse looks like. Scary.

One of the main character (I think there ain't any protagonist or antagonist in the story since it's all psychology stuffs, erm, and it mentions Hamlet. ARGH my life sucks. Why must it be Romeo&Juliet for literature next year?? I thought this only happen in America?? I rather have Hamlet or Macbeth or something that are much nicer instead of a tragic love story between a thirteen year old girl and some other weird guy who doesn't even look hot in the drawings. Plus this section near the end of the book states that some lines -by juliet, nurse and some other guy- are obscene, and I tried reading those lines but it wasn't obscene, more of the abstract kind, actually I don't really understand certain lines too). Er digressing.

Okay so one of the main characters, this beautiful lady named Clara got married to a sicko who loves to have sex with beautiful young ladies (but that guy don't rape, he seduce) but he refuse to *ahem* Clara because he's afraid that she got pregnant and ruined her beautiful figure so he got her to perform even more sick acts, though the exact specific names wasn't mentioned in the novel but basically they are sick sick sick pervertic disgusting repulsive stuffs. Well you get the idea. And Clara is a masochist (enjoys hurting herself errr) so she doesn't really mind I guess.

The other main character (also the victim) Nora is a lesbian/homosexual so she likes Clara and is jealous of her father (whom Clara had an affair with so that the father won't care if his daughter have sex with Clara's husband, and since Clara is describe as someone every man wanted so obviously the father is pleased). Err complicated.

My new favourite book!

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Zzzz. I didn't know sis and bro are so hardworking. They are mugging in the room now and not making any noises at all. So the whole room is very quiet and I decide to blast some music. And watch some video. Fishy find your internet connection wire quick!

Just realised it's two more days to christmas. I wonder if Mum gonna give me christmas present. Actually I think so. She said she is going to let me buy more books (also because we had one more 20% off popular voucher and don't know what to spend it on). Uncle is probably bringing me, sis and bro to sushis if he can afford it. WOOOHOO

Errr. I just remembered something. Mum wants to bring us to orchard and sell christmas hats, but I guess it's cancelled. Selling christmas hats sound fun though. I can get the ang-mohs there to pay ten bucks or more for the hat muahahaha -evil laughter-.

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GREAT NEWS. Zhixin just told me that changing CCA doesn't require a valid reason afterall! Just have to go for trials, get selected and then submit the forms to the teacher-in-charge. :D:D:D

It makes my job better now that I don't have to think of a convincing reason to quit.

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HILARIOUS! I found a chinese version of Beat It by Michael Jackson (stumble across it while searching for Shin Chan videos on youtube).

lyrics:（我们本来都是一个个良名；从小就是天天向上好好学习；天生不是坏蛋；我们全部都是；被。。。逼的！你应该知道人之初姓本善；没有哪个妈妈希望孩子变坏；我们也不想变坏；可是身不由己；被。。。逼的！我们全部都是；被。。。逼的！逼的！没有人能够逃出去；我不做个坏蛋；就得滚蛋；我不欺负别人；就会吃亏；被。。。逼的！被。。。逼的！被。。。逼的！被。。。逼的！全世界都不卖XO给你；你只能被逼的出来四处寻觅；所以我们都是；一点都没有办法；被。。。逼的！十万块钱一瓶酒的确不便宜；但我想你是不会在乎这点钱；你不能不接受；应为你没有选择；被。。。逼的！你不能不接受；被。。。逼的！逼的！只有我们可以帮你；你们已经六次；从我这里买；全部都是十万 块钱一瓶；被。。。逼的！逼的！只有我们可以帮你；我们都是黑帮；拿人钱财；黑帮就是我们；替人消灾；被。。。。。。逼的！）

Semicolons means line-breaks.

Not sure if Fishy seem this yet.

Fishy: Ahehe you put two hearts beside my name.
Fishy: But the background too light and the sidebar too long.
Fishy: Haha this skin is f-ing pretty (:
Fishy: Sian ): POST.
Fishy: Hey you admitted yourself that his songs get stuck inside your head.
XD thanks! lol. I like long sidebars.

Annie: the ending reminds me of wallace and gromit
Annie: but hate it that they didn't explain where that thingy came frm D:
Annie: I MANAGE TO WATCH THE HOST IN THE END! i quite like the movie.
I want to know where the monster came from too!